Legacy

There is one thing that worries me and puts a little fear in me.  It is my legacy, meaning having my name carry on and showing that I did something important. Just about everyone in my family that’s in my age group and younger has kids. I may never get married and have kids but I’m beginning to accept this but it still hurts somewhat. Who knows? It may happen, I never give up on this. I feel that she is out there somewhere just waiting and thinking about someone like me. I thought that I found her but as you all know that didn’t workout. Anyway, I just feel that I won’t be remembered by that many people. I am told that I have touched many lives, more than I could ever think of. This is because of my never give up attitude, that I always smile and laugh even when I am in pain or just am having a bad day, I am polite to everyone that I meet and I try not to judge others and many other things that I just can’t think of at the moment. It’s around 5:00 A.M. and my brain is… LOL.

Okay, I have a question for all of you. It’s about a question thats been asked by others a million times and the answers kinda make me laugh. I don’t know if these people are being honest or just giving  someone with a disability a line of bullshit to be polite and not hurt ones feelings. The question goes generally like this or in different variations, Would anyone ever consider dating a person with a disability? Here are the answers to this, What is your disability?, Definitely, Yes, and whatever you can think of. My first thought is, Umm, Where are these women? I’m right here, LOL and the cynical side in me says, yeah right or you say it now but would you really after knowing all of their problems? Don’t get me wrong, there are women out there that can look past everything but it more or less depends on your personality than anything else, These are the ones that I like. Yes, I can be a little picky on the women that I go for but what person isn’t? I’m just curious, what is your opinion on this?

DAMN IT!!! I said that I was gonna stop talking about this stuff, ugh I can’t help it, LOL. Oh well, it must be the helpless and hopeless romantic in me. I got a lot of love to give, just need takers. Wow, that sounds desperate, LOL.

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I’m Still Around…

Yes, I’m still around. The reason that I haven’t blogged is because I don’t know what to blog about. When I try to write something I get writers block and I just sit there staring at the screen with a blank mind. My life sounds exciting doesn’t it? LOL. My life is just slow this time of year because of the weather and all.  Anyway, I’m still here.